I found this quote as I was scanning through Pinterest and originally thought it read "I am then designed of my own destiny" rather than catastrophy. And I think this was because we live in a world where we want everything to be perfect...when in reality it is quite the opposite.
Majority of the time I live in a dream world (not as in la-la-crazy might I add!!). I'm such a perfectionist and love it when things go the way I imagine. Which I guess is why this stuck out to me. Because I always want things to go the way I plan. But that's not real and things don't happen like that. Life has its ups but it also has a lot of downs...things don't go smoothly and people mess up. And I can't control that.
Recently, things for me where going amazing and I was so happy, but after one night I crashed. Something happened that broke me and I didn't know how to react. I let things lie broken and didn't try to repair it even though what I wanted more than anything was to erase the events from that night so that things could still be how they were.
I'm sorry that this has gone up so late, in all honesty I didn't know what to write as with all the things going on in my life I didn't really feel up for pretending to be happy or excited about something.
Esmee x
Majority of the time I live in a dream world (not as in la-la-crazy might I add!!). I'm such a perfectionist and love it when things go the way I imagine. Which I guess is why this stuck out to me. Because I always want things to go the way I plan. But that's not real and things don't happen like that. Life has its ups but it also has a lot of downs...things don't go smoothly and people mess up. And I can't control that.
Recently, things for me where going amazing and I was so happy, but after one night I crashed. Something happened that broke me and I didn't know how to react. I let things lie broken and didn't try to repair it even though what I wanted more than anything was to erase the events from that night so that things could still be how they were.
I'm sorry that this has gone up so late, in all honesty I didn't know what to write as with all the things going on in my life I didn't really feel up for pretending to be happy or excited about something.
Esmee x
I really love this quote. I like when things go to plan too, but now I've realised that things don't always go like that and I just go with the flow. Please remember that things happen for a reason and that if it doesn't seem that its going to plan, good things are gonna go your way soon xxx
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The thing is I know I cant control things but I still don't believe that if you get what I mean? I know, I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason!!
Deleteesmee x
Hope the things in your life get an actual solution, that you feel able to deal with in your own time. Really nice post, and these sort of days happen. Take care always, and as the saying, "it's never to late". Good that you shared this, it could help.
ReplyDeleteI really hope so too :/ thank you so much x
DeleteI adore this quote! I think I had to read it more than once to actually grasp the meaning of it though. I think it's quite funny that you read it as destiny! Sometimes our destiny can be a catastrophe on the way I guess. I hope that even though you're having a tough time right now that you get through it and that happy times are on the horizon for you. Take care xx
ReplyDeleteIt seems like it should say destiny though as in my head that reads better. I set it as the lock screen on my phone for a while for its meaning to actually sink in :P thank you so much for stopping by and leaving your opinion :) x
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